Job Identity

I'm struggling with Job Identity. I don't feel comfortable with the clothes I wear to work I like simple clothes but I also Like Colors I like to be Bold In certain way and as for what I'm I think that's the right way to dress but I also think that I'm not going to be accepted or fit in the institution, so I've been feeling a bit "ugly" or not in Fashion this days. I feel like my personality or personal style that means satisfaction to me is Gone.

My Ideal Shoes would be......